It just really sucks being on a team based program sometimes. The only person on the team who I truly feel best friends with while only being a little over a month into the program, I can’t sit with. My team says that we also pair up together and that she doesn’t want to see us constantly together. I see others on the team who are also pairing with each other because there’s certain people on the team that you just click better with. But because I happen to be romantic involved, and dating him its not allowed. Nothing is worse than having to be in the same room or van and knowing that I can’t just go sit next to him and talk to him.