baby i love you, and i’m sorry about last night but definitely not sorry about the last seven months of our lives. I know that I’m moody and callous and cruel, and I can be such a horrible person to live with and deal with but jesus christ you are the only one that matters to me. It pains me to the point of throwing up in a tiny bathroom just thinking about losing you, losing you would be the most callous and cruelest thing of all. In three months we leave each other, and I don’t know whats going to happen.
and I’m scared.